what i really should be doing is uploading my English paper for McBrides class as a draft on this blog so i can print it out on the other computer. But instead, I'm going to write in code about this month/year so far.
*note to self: detail the events of friday January 11 at a later date.
1. Jc=big big HUGE regret. but whatever.
2. A=i did it and prob shouldn't have, but it was nice
3. D=i'm just a slab of meat.
4. ?=maybe that's better, but i'm not sure... ): awkward possibilities
5 Oh!= wtf?
--------"i had a few good friends in tuscaloosa and now im back to feeling lonely,i thought i was alot tighter with this one girl but i guess im not good enough to be her friend so fuck that whole situation cause i dont beg anyone for friendship.just to let you know you're living up to all the things you assured me you weren't.so todays a new day.and i'm single and lookin for REAL friends."
HUH?
"good enough" was the wrong phrase. im just busy.
i can't sit around and smoke pot all day because i have things to do.... like going to college - exactly what i was doing when these feelings arose
hell, i might just be too busy for myself as well.
i shall dig a hole and bury myself in it. i can't handle being w/ too many other people right now
if i didn't go to school with these people things would be better
i might start a metamorphosis process if i get any more stink eyes in the halls. hahaah
sincerely.
ps: caroline, i really miss you. whats going on? i hope you're okay. thimgs just seem different. not like, "we aren't friends anymore! :((" but like "i hope she is doing okay with everything."
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