Pro-Crasty

what i really should be doing is uploading my English paper for McBrides class as a draft on this blog so i can print it out on the other computer. But instead, I'm going to write in code about this month/year so far.

*note to self: detail the events of friday January 11 at a later date.

1. Jc=big big HUGE regret. but whatever.
2. A=i did it and prob shouldn't have, but it was nice
3. D=i'm just a slab of meat.
4. ?=maybe that's better, but i'm not sure... ): awkward possibilities
5 Oh!= wtf?
--------"i had a few good friends in tuscaloosa and now im back to feeling lonely,i thought i was alot tighter with this one girl but i guess im not good enough to be her friend so fuck that whole situation cause i dont beg anyone for friendship.just to let you know you're living up to all the things you assured me you weren't.so todays a new day.and i'm single and lookin for REAL friends."
HUH?

"good enough" was the wrong phrase. im just busy.
i can't sit around and smoke pot all day because i have things to do.... like going to college - exactly what i was doing when these feelings arose

hell, i might just be too busy for myself as well.
i shall dig a hole and bury myself in it. i can't handle being w/ too many other people right now

if i didn't go to school with these people things would be better
i might start a metamorphosis process if i get any more stink eyes in the halls. hahaah

sincerely.

ps: caroline, i really miss you. whats going on? i hope you're okay. thimgs just seem different. not like, "we aren't friends anymore! :((" but like "i hope she is doing okay with everything."

so tonight

ophelia came over and we watched antm

but not really. we mostly talked.

i really want her to come to hc.

BECAUSE I REALLY DON'T WANT TO GO!!!! :((

there is a moth on my foot and a chipmunk in the wall.

ooooohoo tomorrow i will be a punk. heh!

today is toga day

homecoming week!!!!!

TODAY IS SIXTIES DAY... SO THE SENIORS ARE ALL WEARING TOGAS FOR 60 B.C.

I'M SO TIRED. AND I'M CRAVING A CANDY BAR - BUT JR MISS IS JUST TWELVE DAYS AWAY. MUST DRINK WATERR

YESTERDAY WAS AMAZING
(for like the first 20 minutes) after that all six of us grandmas regretted being grandmas

i've got so much to do before friday and so little time
DRESS - $100
SHOES - $40
LYFE - ON SALE 20 CENTS!!


bell is ringing!!!

to be or NOT!

today was a really good day
(### and lots of it!!)


something might be wrong, but i won't know for a while ): eeeeeh


SCHOOL:
awards are cool
act = 30 (*quiet scream*)
I STILL HATE MY SCHEDULE

i want to write about everything but i'm soo soo tired


crush is saturday

Life for Sale, starting Tomorrow

here it goes......

its 11:48, and i really want to go to sleep before my "official" school day comes around in twelve minutes.

NOW:

feeling - anxious, scared
wearing - pajamas
watching - true hollywood story
wanting - chapstick, more time
wishing - that i washed my car today

TOMORROW:

feeling - tba
wearing - yellow and white seersucker top w/ scalloped hem, white twill knee length shorts with a ruffle pocket detail, wooden bead bracelet, pearl earrings, brown jelly michael kors sandals
wishing - for the best day possible
remembering - the camera, my schedule


EIGHT MINUTES LEFT

and surprisingly i don't have much left to say
breakfast at bk, in the moring with Lindsey Myers... hmmm. seven minutes


I'M A SENIORRRRRRRRRR!!!! aaaAAahhHhhh!!!!
btw: i'm starting over. seriously (:

5minutesgoodnightsleeptightgoodluck